Ana’s POV
I cannot believe I have our little
bundle of joy in my arms. He is so adorable. He looks exactly like Christian
except for his eye color. We can already tell he will have my blue eyes. I
still cannot fathom he was born just a few hours ago. I already have the
hospital birth record which Christian made them create in a hurry. That’s my fifty! It has his date of
birth and how much he weighed which is May 10, 2012 at 6lbs 7 ounces. It also had the time he was born which was 11
AM. The cutest part is his two tiny foot prints on it. I will definitely frame
it and hang it in my office in our house. His birth was quite an event. Teddy wasn’t
even introduced in this world and he was already giving me a hard time just
like his father.
My water broke while we were eating
dinner at about 7:00 PM at our house the day before. Christian just looked at
me emotionless like a deer in the headlights. I was excited, relieved, and
scared at the same time. I was at the point where I really was so big
everything I did was so uncomfortable, except for sex. That would never be
uncomfortable. I even had to stop going
to the office for 2 months now, because of stress. It was Dr. Greene’s orders
and of course Christian took it to the extreme. He still let me work from home,
but what a fight we had over it.
Ana’s
POV -2 months before – The Fight
“Ana, you are not going to open up
your laptop, make any calls, or read any manuscripts. You need to rest. If you
need anything you will ask me while I am at home or Gail when I am not home. I
only want you to get off the bed to go the bathroom. Do you understand?” he
scolds at me like I am a child.
“Christian,
I will not be treated like a child. I am your wife not your sub. Dr. Greene
said it was okay to work from home. She never said I had to be on bed rest.” I
yell back at him. I am so angry with him as he is with me, but I will not back
down. It is my company and I still had to run it.
“Ana,
I am well aware you are not my sub. You are my wife. You are my equal. As I
told you before I am not interested in that lifestyle anymore. I do recall what
Dr. Greene said. She said you should not be in any kind of stress at all. You
had to stop going to work, because it was giving you stress. I just don’t want
anything to happen to you and little blip. It would devastate me if I lost both
of you. Why do you always have to defy me?” he yells back with emotion.
I
glare at him with pure rage. I will stand my ground. “I defy you? Isn’t that
one of the traits you love about me? How dare you! Let me make myself clear so
you understand me. I heard word by word what the doctor said. She did say no
stress which meant not going to the office. Remember when I asked her if I can
work from home and she said yes. I also asked her if I was on bed rest and she
said no. Did you just hear what you
wanted to hear and skipped the rest?” as I yell back at him I have a sharp pain
in the stomach. I gasp and sit down on the bed and place my hands on my belly.
“I
just had a sharp pain. I am okay now. I don’t want to fight anymore. You are
stressing me out.” I say calmly, because I cannot get stressed out or the baby
will get hurt.
He
just holds me and says apologetic, “I am sorry Ana. I really shouldn’t have
gotten so angry. I also don’t like fighting with you. Please forgive me.”
How
could I not forgive him? He is just looking out for us. His eyes are so sad.
“Of course I can forgive you. Look let’s make a deal. I will only check my
emails, and read the manuscripts that Hannah will bring over to me. If anything
stressful comes up, Hannah will take care of it. I have already instructed her
to handle everything. If I have to sign anything she will come over so I can
sign it. Okay?” I ask nicely.
He smiles and gives me a kiss.
“Point well made. I agree. As always you have the right solutions. How do you
put up with me?” he asks me.
I
just smirk and respond while touching his cheeks, “I just know how to handle
you. You can be infuriating at times, but I love you. The best part is the makeup
sex which I think is what I want now.” I say seductively.
That
is all he needed and in one swoop his lips are on mine. We kiss deeply while
our tongues are dancing. He lifts my
shirt off of me and slips my breasts out of my bra tantalizing them with his
tongue while pushing his fingers in me.
I cannot take it anymore I just want him. “Christian I need you.”
Very
quickly he takes off his clothes and helps me out of mine. He lies down so I
can straddle him. We are moving in a slow rhythm which quickly becomes very
fast. I am so close as he is. We both burst at the same time.
As
we panting and I am still on him he declares his love for me, “I love you.” “I
love you, Christian.”
After
that day it was smooth sailing.
I am bought
back to the present as Christian grabs my hand while holding the maternity
suitcase in the other. Taylor and Sawyer
are already waiting for us at the door.
We arrive rather quickly to the
hospital thanks to Taylor’s expert driving skills. The whole time during the
car ride Christian held my hand tightly. We were both in silence. We just
looked at each other making sure we were okay.
I am okay, but at the same time I
worry for me, blip, and Christian. I just want a healthy baby boy. I am concerned
that Christian will be afraid to hold the baby close to his chest, because of
his touching issues.
When we arrive at the hospital, Dr.
Greene is already waiting for us. I am
immediately transferred to a room which looks so plain except for the colorful
paintings. She checks to see if I have dilated.
“Ana, you are 2 centimeters dilated.
Would like the epidural later on?” she asks me.
“Ana, you should get it so you don’t
feel the pain. I cannot stand to see you hurt.” Christian retorts.
My
controlling Fifty! “Christian I want you to understand that I am a strong
woman. I will be able to deal with it. I can do this. Please support me.” I try
to convince him.
“Okay Ana we will do it your way,
but if you or the baby are in any kind of danger you will follow the doctor’s
orders. Okay?” he asks me with concern.
“Okay Christian. I agree.” I give
in. He just looks at me puzzled. Yes I know I gave in too easily. Usually I
will fight him, but I do have blips best interest in mind.
Fifteen hours later I am still in
labor. I have not dilated any further and my contractions have slowed down. All
kinds of medications have been given to me to help the process, but nothing
seems to work.
Dr.
Greene is getting very concerned for the baby’s and mine well being.
“Ana and Christian, we will need to
perform a C-section, because the baby is in distress.” She says adamantly.
That is all it took for me to just
go with the doctor’s orders. I was also very tired. I just wanted to rest, but
I also wanted to push him out myself. I hesitated before answering them.
“Can I sleep then?” I ask.
The C-section went well without a
hitch.
Christian’s POV – the Birth
My wife looks so peaceful and
beautiful holding our sleeping Teddy bear. She was so strong and stubborn
throughout the labor and afterwards. How did I get so lucky? Now, I am a father
of the cutest baby boy. I didn’t even know I can love him so much. I just want to hold him in my arms
forever. Seeing her have this baby truly
made me love and appreciate my mother Ella even more. It took me a long time to
realize I did love Ella in my own way.
I was scared the whole time. When
her water broke, I just froze. I totally forgot what to do. I quickly snapped
out of it, but I know Ana saw how scared I was.
At the hospital when she was having
the contractions, all I wanted to do was make them go away. Ana wanted nothing
to do with the pain medication, because she wanted to feel every part of it.
That’s my Ana always surprising me. Her determination and endurance for pain
was extraordinary. The lamaze classes really paid off. I went to each one of
them. All the other women just had
googly eyes on me, but I only have eyes for Ana. Why can they just get it through their thick
skulls that it is only a face? I have learned to just ignore them as Ana is my
one and only. No one compares to her. She is my rock and the love of my life.
Dr. Greene came into the room many
times throughout her labor. She was concerned for the baby and Ana. Ana was
very tired and wasn’t dilating since we arrived. The baby was also distressed.
I tried to reason with Ana the first
time the doctor mentioned C-section , but Ana would have none of it.
All I could do was comfort her and
help her with her breathing to control the pain.
Finally after many hours pass, Dr.
Greene said that a C-section was mandatory at this point. Her contractions have
slowed down which puts blip in danger. Ana still didn’t want it, until she
heard that the baby may suffer because of it. Ana was drained at this point and
asked if she will get some rest. I answered her with a yes. She finally caved
in.
I felt a sense of relief that Ana the baby
would be okay. I didn’t want anything to happen to them. I died a thousand
deaths throughout the whole ordeal. I couldn’t live without them. I would be
nothing.
What made me squirm in pain was when
the epidural was inserted in her spine. The needle was very long. I asked Ana
afterward the birth if it hurt as I didn’t want to frighten her. She said it
felt like a pinch.
I almost fainted when the doctor
opened her up to take out he baby, but I kept my composure for Ana.
I am truly happy to be a man. Ana
should be put on a pedestal for suffering so much just to give birth to a baby
which is actually miraculous in a way. I have more admiration for her than ever
before.
When Teddy was put in my arms right
after he was born, I cried tears of joys. His little body touched my chest. I
thought I would have difficulty holding him so close to my chest, but it felt
so natural.
Ana also had tears of joy. I already knew what she was thinking. Yes, I am letting our child touch me.
I kissed her tenderly on her lips
and told her I love her and thank you. She responded with I love you.
My reverie was interrupted by a
commotion outside in the hallway.
I immediately go to the hallway to
find Taylor and Sawyer trying to stop Elena from coming into our hospital room.
“What the fuck are you doing her
Elena?” I ask angrily.
“I just wanted to give my
congratulations in person for the new addition to your family,” she says nicely.
“Christian, you wouldn’t do that to
me. I just want to be here for you so whenever you need to come back to your
old lifestyle I will be here. We were so good for each other. Ana cannot give
you what I can. I can. I don’t see you as a father. How could you be after everything you went
through?” Elena says as a statement of fact.
By this time Taylor, Elena, and me
have moved to a secluded part of the hospital so I can let out my anger on her
like never before. Sawyer stayed back to protect Ana and the baby.
My anger is at a boiling point. How
could she say that? Ana is my life. It will always be Ana and Teddy now.
“How dare you say that?! Ana saved
me from myself. Now, we have a beautiful baby boy. I love her. I will never go
back to how I used to be. I am truly happy.
You are an old hag who took advantage of me. You are a pedophile in my
eyes. What we had disgusts me. I also wanted you to know that she touches me
where no one can. I love her touch and I cannot get enough of it.” I say with
disgust. I feel as if a weight has been lifted off of me.
Elena has no more words to say to
me. She just looks at me in shock.
Taylor escorts her out of the
hospital. I inform the staff that Elena Lincoln is not to step foot in this
hospital while we are here. I call Ros and tell her to liquidate the salons I
own with Elena. I inform Cary to expedite a restraining order against Elena
over the phone.
I walk back in the room and Ana is
awake, but Teddy is still sleeping.
Ana’s POV
“What happened Christian?” she asks
me.
“Elena tried to come in and see you
and the baby,” I answer her trying to restrain my anger.
“I can’t believe her. You were very
clear as to not ever come near us again. You want nothing to do with her. Even
Grace and Cary don’t ever want to see her again,” I say.
“I know but I guess I have to go to
more drastic measures to get her out of our lives,” I say honestly.
“No,
Christian, don’t even think of going to see her
or even try to kill her,” I beg him.
“Ana, I would never go see her. I
promised you after the last time I saw her was when you told me you were
pregnant with Teddy. She is already ruined anyways.” He informs me.
“What did you do Christian?”
“I liquidated all the salons. A
restraining order will be handed to her today to stay away from us or she will
go to jail,” he tells me.
“Christian I think you did the right
thing. I am very proud of you. Thank you for protecting us. I love you, “ I say
sweetly.
He sits next to me on the bed and
kisses my lips. “I love you, Mrs. Grey. I would go to the ends of the world for
you.”
“Christian may I ask what she said
to you?”
He thinks for a moment then starts talking
“She said you are not enough for me.
I will go back to my old lifestyle. She will be waiting for me when I do come
back. We were so good together. I won’t be a good father,” he says sadly.
“Listen to me very carefully. You
will be the best father Teddy bear could have. You will love him
unconditionally. We will love him. All he will ever want is your love. Do you
ever think I will ever let you not be a good father? I will never let that happen.
I will be there every step of the way. We can and will do this together as a
family. As for us, I know I am enough for you. You know I love the kinky
fuckery. I am always willing to try new things with you. I will love you all my
heart until the day I die. I will never leave you,” I state to him.
“Point well made, Mrs. Grey as always. I love you and Teddy so much. I will show you both every day of my life how much I love you both,” he says with a raw emotion.
Christian puts his arms around me
while I lay my head on his shoulder. I have Teddy snuggled up in my arms.
Christian and I join Teddy in the dream world as one big happy family.
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