Ch. 33 Continuation

Christian’s POV
As I slam the door behind me and run like a mad man on a mission in the dark passage way, I cannot get the anguish of Ana’s voice out of my head when she was begging me to stay with her.

I wish I could fucking stay and protect her, but this is the only way I know how. I must know what is going on or I will lose control. I need to control the safety of my family. Their safety means everything to me. I don’t fucking care if I lose all of my money and businesses. All that matters is keeping Ana, Teddy, and little peanut safe. If anything would happen to any of them, my life is over. I have nothing to live for. I might as well just end my life if I was alone without my precious Ana and children. In the back of my mind, I know I have loving parents and a brother, but it was my Ana who truly salvaged me from my own self.

Taylor and I finally reach the stairs. While I take each step down as carefully as I can, I think of all the different ways I love my Ana. I love her for accidently tripping into my office and staying with me through all of my fifty shades of fuckedupness. I love her for her innocence and willingness to explore her sexuality in ways she never knew before with me. I love her for her beauty inside and out which mesmerizes me each and every day. I love her for her smart and witty mouth which challenges me and keeps me on my toes. Her smart mouth also lets me punish her resulting in transforming into her dom and many sessions of kinky fuckery. I love her for giving me the most precious gift a man can ask for which are my children. I love them so much. I am surprise and shocked at how my heart has so much room to love my wife, children, and family. I still have more room to keep loving as our family expands. Before Ana, I thought my heart was made of stone and after her it turned into gold.

As I reach the last step, my last thought of Ana is how I will always be in debt to her for transforming me into the loving man I am today. Just for that I will kill any fucker who tries to hurt my family.

I follow Taylor out of the door to find the owner of the restaurant. He explains to us someone cut the wires in the electrical box. Now I am getting worried. Maybe it was intended against us. I need the fucking answers as quickly as possible.

As Taylor asks him if he has any surveillance cameras in the premises, I call Welch and explain to him what just happened. I give him specific instructions to find who and why did this.

The owner of the restaurant leads us to a small sealed room which contains all of the equipment with the CCTV system. He informs us to come back in the morning when the power will be back on so we can view the system together.

I cannot fucking believe that even when we are on vacation we cannot have a moment where something goes fucking wrong. How will I explain this to Ana? I don’t want her to get worried. I may just have to keep this to myself, but if I do she will know something is up. I have to be honest with her.

Ana’s POV
As I hold my little son in my arms, I am getting frantic as the minutes pass by. I check the time on my phone to see how much time has passed by. It has been half an hour since Christian left with Taylor. So many unpleasant scenarios are transpiring in my head.

Is Christian hurt or dead? Did he lose control? I cannot even think of the first option. My Christian cannot be dead. He is my life. I go over in my head every moment in my life since the day I met him.

The day my prince charming literally rescued me from my own clumsily self was the day I became alive. The spark between us awakened my heart and libido instantly. He changed his lifestyle for me even when internally he was struggling with it from the beginning of our relationship .He opened my eyes and introduced me to a whole new world which I would never give up. As time passed by, he made me realize I was beautiful, because in the beginning I still couldn’t fathom why he changed for little old mousy me.

I gave him my innocence which was worth with. I wouldn’t change any part of it. That night he bought me to ecstasy over and over again. I will be his forever and ever.

I loved every minute of the first few months we were together except for the five days we were apart. Those days were the worst in my life. I felt as if my heart was ripped apart in a million pieces. I didn’t know how to put back the pieces of my heart. My heart ached for him as if it was cut out of my chest. I cried every single day we were apart.

The day he took me to Jose’s art show was the day my heart finally healed. His presence instantly picked up the million pieces of my heart from the floor and molded back in my chest.

Since that eventful day, our life speeded up and we became Mr. and Mrs. Grey. Not too much after our wonderful wedding we had a little bundle of joy cooking in the oven.

Now we have another baby on the way and are happily married. We had our up’s and down’s with many stalkers on the way, but I wouldn’t change it for anything in this world. It makes our lives a little more interesting. I love him and our family more than life itself.

My thoughts are interrupted by Sawyer. “Ana, Taylor and Mr. Grey are on their way back.” I sign in relief. Thank god he is coming back to us.

Kate and Elliot try to soothe Ava. “Hey baby girl, everything is alright. Uncle Christian will save us.” Ava coos back.

Mia is very quiet. I think she never got over the Jack Hyde incident. Since then anytime there is some kind of danger she twiddles her thumbs and stays quiet. Ethan shines his cell phone light on Mia kissing her cheek and holding her hand to comfort her.

Grace, Cary, Gail, Liz and her family, my mom, Bob, and Ray all say at the same time, “Thank god.”

As the door squeaks open, Sawyer lights up his cell phone towards the door as he holds up his gun. Taylor and Christian rush into the room. Within a few seconds he is by my side. He holds tightly onto Teddy and I as if our life depended on it.

When he lets go he tells us, “We have to leave now. Someone tampered with the power. Tomorrow morning Taylor and I will come back here to view the CCTV to investigate.”

I hope this has nothing to do with the suspicious car I saw earlier. I have to tell Christian.

As Christian helps us up, I tell him. “Christian I have to tell you something.”

“Ana let’s get out of here first and you can tell me in car.”

I would rather tell him back in the hotel in private. “Christian I rather tell you about it back in our hotel room. Is that okay?”

He holds my hand tighter. “It is okay with me Ana.”

Taylor drives like a maniac back to the hotel. Sawyer and Thomas keep a look out to make sure we are not being followed. I also look around to see if I spot the blue mini cooper. I don’t see it anywhere.

Back in the hotel
After we tuck Teddy in, I slip on a silky white baby doll chemise. Christian stops in front of the bathroom door once he gets a good look at me. He hungrily looks at me. As he saunters over to me, my body is overheating craving for his touch.

I must restrain from his sexpertise so we can talk. Once he sits next to me, I place my hand on his chest. “Christian I have to tell you what I wanted to talk to you earlier. Promise me you will not get upset.”

He worryingly looks at me. “I cannot promise that Ana. It depends on what you tell me. I will try.”

I sign heavily before I continue as I twiddle my fingers nervously, “This morning when we were leaving the hotel I noticed a blue mini on the other side of road. I really didn’t think anything about it. I just liked the car. That is why I looked at it. Once we were on the road, I was admiring the view all around me and I saw the same blue mini behind us. It was a few cars away. I figured it was going the same way we were. After that I didn’t see it again. When we went sightseeing, I felt uncomfortable. I felt as if we were being watched. “

Christian has stood up and is pacing the floor combing his hair with his fingers. He is either angry or feeling out of control. He sternly looks at me. “How could you not tell me this earlier? The person in this car could be after us! You must tell me these things so I can protect you and our children!”

I get up and get closer to him. “Christian, I was going to tell you at lunch time, but got distracted by our love making! I am sorry I didn’t’ tell you earlier. Listen to me carefully. I love you. I wasn’t keeping it from you on purpose. You still keep things from me sometimes. You say it is to protect me. I know we have been more open with each other regarding what we feel even if we are angry with each other. Let’s do the same when it comes to our safety. Yes I said our safety, because you are also not safe either. Okay?”

Christian’s demeanor relaxes as he holds my waist. “I am sorry baby. You are right. I was wrong. I didn’t mean to snap at you. I just feel so out of control right now. I can’t lose you, Teddy, and little peanut. You made many fair points. I agree to all of them. Please forgive me my love.”

I kiss him deeply to show I forgive him. “I forgive you my love. I know of a certain way to bring your control back.”

He smirks devilishly and says, “Mmm! Before you show me, I must talk to Taylor. Please give me a few minutes.”

I smack him on his ass as he walks out of the bedroom.

After a few minutes, he walks in and swoops me in his arms taking control of my body with his many times over and over.